Monday, October 9, 2017

Some Walls


Walls keep things out.
They also keep things in.

Walls are built to keep livestock from traipsing off property.
Walls are built to keep the neighbors from seeing into your private oasis of a back yard.
Walls are built for borders.
Walls are built to protect.

But walls are often built in fear. Fear of losing something, fear of being harmed.

Fear of the unknown.

(I often build walls in my mind out of fear... we all do it to one degree or another.)

We hide behind our walls, content to be isolate in our own little prisons.
I've been on something of a crusade for the last few years to help people find and create doorways in their walls... ways to find community, ways to let people in, ways to help us find meaning.

But sometimes we are kept inside these walls against our will.

Depression is that wall for me.
At times it holds me captive, and I am too weak to try and break down the wall from the inside.
People on the outside can't tell someone is trapped, so they don't try to break it down from the outside either.

Every once in a while, a piece of the wall happens to chip away a little bit, and I can see the outside world. Curious eyes peer in to see what this person is that was just exposed. HELP ME - I ask. But we are passing oddities in a world of constantly rotating distractions.

I want to get OUT of here.
I look up, and don't see anything other than sky. My wall is just that - a wall... nothing more.
There is no roof to keep the rain out, so I get wet.

But I also can see the stars, and so I get lost in them sometimes. Letting my soul get picked up and carried into outer space. Floating.

Away.

Free.

Has it been 10 minutes? An hour? A day?
I don't know. But I do know that in my mind, I escaped. And that escape was glorious.

Walls.
Walls keep things out.
But they also keep things in.

You never know what a wall is really doing there... and some walls are meant to be knocked down.


(Free verse and photography by me, Steven Bowman)

Monday, September 4, 2017

Trying to Remember



Normally I would keep busy on a day like this (Labor Day, 2017), but this year I really felt the need to take some time to recharge. In addition to talking some personal time today, I also allowed myself some time in Prescott, AZ on Saturday to just bask in the beauty of God’s creation. 

I think I needed time to remember….

Remembering is so vital for a believer… but even more so for me. I get so forgetful at times of who I am in the eyes of God. I forget what HE is capable of. I think it’s not just me though… I mean, why else do we see God telling His people ALL THROUGHOUT the Bible to “REMEMBER” “REMEMBER” “REMEMBER.”

They built altars and ebenezer to remind themselves of how God had moved in their particular story…. but also to show their children of what God was capable of.

Geez, the Israelites were a forgetful bunch weren’t they? They were always being delivered supernaturally from the hand of enemies, famine, etc. yet would pretty much immediately turn back to their panic, their despair. 

Or sometimes, their wickedness.

Don’t we do that though? We forget so easily. We are so connected, so in touch with the world around us that we fail to see through it to the world beyond. We suffocate ourselves with endless information. The endless stream of knowledge keeps surging, never relenting, never giving us a moment to breathe, to process, to react. It’s CONSTANT 24/7. 

I’m convinced that this is how the church has gotten so anemic in recent years. It’s not that the desire isn’t there beneath the surface… but we get swept away in our phones, in the media output of the rest of the world. It’s actually fairly diabolical… 

“If the devil can’t make you bad, he’ll make you busy” the old saying goes, or something like that.

And boy are we BUSY!

It’s like a drug we are all hooked on. Our busy schedules are worn like a badge of honor, when instead it’s really taking our lives captive. 

I need to stop being so busy.
We need to stop being so busy.
We all need to put down our phones.
We need to look at each other in the face.
Dialogue.
Encourage.
Tell our family and friends that we love them.
Focus our attention outward… 

Or Upward.

Because frankly, we aren’t much good outward if we don’t look upward first.

God, how we need to look up every once in a while…to see the light that is always there… to see the hope that is always present… to take a deep breath before we plunge back into the waters of this age. 

I need to remember how you’ve parted waters before… 
You can part them again, so I can walk right through them on dry land.

I need to remember how you’ve spoken to a raging sea and it immediately obeyed you and calmed. 

I need to remember that the hope of Jesus is not just a “selling tool” of evangelism, but a powerful, transformational truth that STILL takes my life and turns it upside down.

When I look in the mirror, I need not see a striving, exhausted being. Instead, I can see a redeemed prince. I am a child of LIGHT. I can BREATHE. The storm has no power over me.

I ramble and say these things to myself, but they are also TRUE. A deep truth that is more true than any of the fake information and hope that this world can muster. No idea or personal preference or motivation can provide calm to a soul quite like the words of Jesus. 

So I try to remember. I MAKE myself if it’s a particular difficult day.


Remember. 

"While I was fainting away, I remembered the LORD, And my prayer came to You, Into Your holy temple." - Jonah 2:7

Thursday, March 9, 2017

Food Review: Nori Sushi Scottsdale

Hello Ladies and Gents!
You all know that I take my film reviews pretty seriously. I’ve always enjoyed the cinema, and love to review films based on artistic AND personal criteria. Recently, I decided to start reviewing OTHER things as well - most notably coffee shops (THERE IS A BLOG ABOUT TO BE LAUNCHED REGARDING THIS) and, well, food. 

Food is an essential part of living, so it makes sense that we would invest a great deal of time into making it enjoyable! Reviewing food is an interesting process. For something so subjective in regards to individual palettes, it is an incredibly objective area of critique. 

For the percentage of people on the planet that enjoy sushi, there are a few criteria that almost all aficionados look for - freshness, flavor, and presentation - just to name a few. 

Anyway, enough babbling - now for the goods.

SUBJECT: 
Nori Sushi Scottsdale (www.noriaz.com)

DISHES: 

Nori Tempura Roll 
Spicy Tuna Roll
Philadelphia Roll 
Chocolate Lava Cake

REVIEW:

Nori Sushi is a small, but charming sushi restaurant located in the shadow of the McDowell Mountains in Scottsdale, AZ. I had heard from multiple people that their sushi was incredible, so I came in one evening with my girlfriend Kayla to eat and review… 

The staff was friendly, and we were greeted and seated as soon as we walked in. As far as ambience is concerned, Nori has a modern Asian Fusion vibe with ample sushi bar seating, as well as dimmed lighting and soft music. For those cooler evenings, there is a patio area available that features several tables and mood lighting. 

I always have trouble deciding which rolls to order when I’m in a sushi restaurant so I decided to try a Spicy Tuna Roll, one of my perennial favorite “basic” sushi rolls, and Kayla chose a Philadelphia Roll. We also chose the Nori Tempura Roll, which is one of Nori’s specialities (more on it in a second). 

The Spicy Tuna Roll and the Philadelphia Roll were both incredibly fresh, well prepared, and brought out quickly. The tuna and the salmon in these respective rolls were flavorful and tender, and I was pleased to note that the flavors of the individual fish were present. In too many sushi restaurants there is little to no distinction between the types of fish you order, besides color and maybe texture. Even in many of the higher-end sushi restaurants I have experienced, the sushi is just not “colorful” enough in regards to flavor. 
Spicy Tuna Roll (L), Philadelphia Roll (R)
NOT SO in regards to Nori. The spicy tuna had a distinctive kick, which paired well with the crunch and freshness of the cucumber. Both tastes were present, and the texture of the roll was softer than I’ve had in the past, allowing for the tuna to be savored. Soy sauce was present, but totally unnecessary. 

The Philadelphia roll was also delicious. I generally look for the balance of cream cheese as the deciding factor in this roll. The salmon was not overpowered, but accentuated by the cream cheese and cucumber. This roll is simple, but a favorite when prepared well.

NOW TO THE MAIN EVENT! - The Nori Tempura Roll. 
This roll is a specialty at Nori, and is prepared with spicy tuna and shrimp tempura, and has asparagus, yamagobo (a pickled burdock root), and jalapeño inside. It is deep fried in Panko Tempura and served with a delicious trio of sweet miso, sweet kabayaki, and sriracha sauce.
Nori Tempura Roll
At first I was uncertain about the presence of asparagus and jalapeño in a sushi roll, but this works. the bite of spicy tuna and jalepeno was tamed by the presence of the asparagus and yamagobo. The crisp shell was not greasy, and texturally was perfectly prepared. The sweet sauces brought the many different flavors to the forefront of my palette as I ate, and this quickly became a new favorite roll. I HIGHLY recommend. 

Dessert.
This IS a sushi review, but I couldn’t forgive myself if I didn’t mention the delicious chocolate lava cake. Sure, it’s not exactly a Japanese dish, but isn’t that the point of Asian Fusion restaurants? The Melding of cuisines…

Chocolate Lava Cake
The cake was moist, chocolate rich, and the gelato topping delicious. A perfect topper to an already amazing meal.

RATING:

You made it this far, so I might as well give you my final rating :-)

Food: 5 out of 5 stars
Service: 5 out of 5 stars
Ambience: 4 out of 5 stars

Well done, Nori. 

Saturday, February 25, 2017

Pages I - Nowhere, with a View

Pages - Volume I
[This is a new writing initiative. Typically I write for a purpose, but now I write just to write. Each time I post a "Pages" volume, I will literally have written the post without any planning or pre-thought. Welcome to my unfiltered brain. Rabbit trails may occur.]

2.25.17 - "Nowhere, with a View"

Two days ago I journeyed with a roommate to Hell's Canyon Wilderness, which is about 23 miles/30 minutes away from my front door. For months I have noticed the particularly jagged and unusually shaped peaks rising into the sky in the distance (they look like mountains that were just hurled as lava into the sky, and then solidified in midair instead of falling back to earth), but I have never been able to find them.

These mountains seemed to be painted onto the sky itself, rather than being a reachable location. I have spent too many hours driving down different highways and roads trying to get to these peaks, only to end up at a dead end or private property...

Until this week.

Past Lake Pleasant there is a road that drives north into the Hell's Canyon Wilderness. The average driver would turn around where the pavement ends, but this time I decided to keep going - pushing my little Kia Soul as hard as it could go onto steep dirt roads that wound unpredictably back and forth around the hills north of the lake.

The beauty of this place is in its variety. One direction there is a layered vista of mountains - each peak a bit further out of reach than the one before. In another direction is a wide open expanse of rock, shrubs, and cacti. From time to time one could see the dust kicked up from exploring locals in their 4-wheel drive vehicles. (I made sure to reassure my Kia Soul that I still loved it. Perhaps cars experience insecurity...) Directly behind us we could see the north edge of Lake Pleasant, a shimmering sheet of distant water. Considering our location in Arizona, it almost appears as a mirage - until the small metal angle of a boat is seen gliding quickly to whichever secret fishing cove the day calls for.



Breathtaking.

Yet the feeling is the same.
The view is closer, but we are still not THERE. We are not in the midst of Hell's Canyon, not at the lake, not drifting around dirt roads in a Bronco. We are still watching from a distance.

There was not time to try and find a trail, nor was there time to drive further up and in.
It kind of reminds me of the spiritual aspect of my life.

Ironically, my mind compared a place called "Hell's Canyon Wilderness" to Heaven, yet the journey and it's effect were the same.

I find myself seeking an ideal in my life of spiritual openness, of God-Centered community, of life to the fullest... yet the closer I get to it the more I realize how distant it really is. In a broken world, perfection is always out of reach.

This is why we must look up, look to heaven for our hope. I strive forward in my life, going further up and further in towards heaven... but it is all preparation for the day in which Jesus brings me all the way.

Jeremiah 29:13 says "You will seek me and find me, if you seek me with all your heart."

I find it so wonderful to have faith in a God who doesn't stay out of reach, who doesn't force me to keep searching without answers, without that VIEW... Instead, The God of the Bible is a God who gives us HIMSELF. He IS the view that we are searching for.

The longing I feel when I adventure is but a small piece of a larger truth in my soul - I was meant for so much more than just myself. I was meant to commune with God, to enjoy him, and to live epically.

What an amazing truth.

This has been Pages.



Monday, January 2, 2017

Top 10 Films of 2016

Well here we are, once again!
It has become one of my favorite traditions each year to recognize and celebrate the top examples of cinematic achievement for the calendar year. While 2016 was a difficult year for many marked by loss, never before have I seen such profound artistry and moving stories told through film. 

I like to consider films on both an objective AND subjective scale. Not only must a film be a high example of writing, acting, cinematography, scoring, and direction; but I also must be MOVED and/or DELIGHTED by the film.

While there are few big-budget pictures on my list this year, the indie filmmaker market exploded in 2016, offering numerous surprises throughout the year. For every Batman V. Superman there was a Sing Street...

So without further ado....

Honorable Mentions:

- The Nice Guys - One of this year's most entertaining (and original) flicks was the Ryan Gosling and Russell Crowe buddy cop movie from director Shane Black. The 70's setting and hilarious story are part of what makes this movie work so well, but most of the credit is due to Black's writing and direction.

- The Witch - Robert Eggers' chilling horror film is a masterpiece, more of a tale of paranoia and fear than witchcraft. Everything from the atmosphere to the dialogue lends itself to getting under your skin. Anya Taylor-Joy is the top billed actress, yet there is not a bad performance to be seen here.

- Rogue One: A Star Wars Story - I know, this one didn't make my top 10 list (please keep reading though!) simply because it WAS a flawed example of filmmaking. HOWEVER, the storytelling in the Star Wars universe has never been quite as strong, and one of the best 3rd acts in recent action film history make this a film worth seeing on the big screen

- Moana - The animation alone gives Moana a spot on this list, rivaling the detail and beauty of Pixar, but the story, characters, and amazing music push this film to the pantheon of such Disney giants as The Little Mermaid, Aladdin, and Beauty and the Beast.

- Other People - Molly Shannon has been known as a comic actress for pretty much her entire career, yet she gives a heart-wrenching performance as a mother dying of cancer in Chris Kelly's pseudo-biographical directorial debut. Jesse Plemons of Breaking Bad/Friday Night Lights fame is the lead as her struggling, loner son. 

10. Love & Friendship - directed by Whit Stillman
Kate Beckinsale (yes THAT Kate Beckinsale) is an absolute delight in this adaptation of Jane Austen's novel Lady Susan. Fast witted, quirky, smart, and a lean 93 minutes; this is one of the best period films to come out of Hollywood in years, and a sure-fire contender for this year's Adapted Screenplay Academy Award. Director Whit Stillman understands the time period well, and manages the high-society dialogue and complicated character relationships with ease, practically dancing from one setting and character to the next. With nothing less than a Wes Anderson-esque intro for each character complete with placard explaining their relationship to Lady Susan, Stillman trusts the viewer to be able to figure out the social circles as you go, choosing to dive right into the story. While it is disorienting at times, this is part of the fun of a Jane Austen story, as the characters themselves often end up hilariously confused. With a supporting cast that boasts Chloe Sevigny and Stephen Fry, and some of the most detailed and beautiful period clothing and set design, Love & Friendship was a delight, and worth many viewings to uncover even more layers to the humor and wit. 

9. The Lobster - directed by Yorgos Lanthimos
One of the strangest films to be released in 2016 was the modern day parable from Greek director Yorgos Lanthimos. The Lobster is set in a fantasy-dystopian version of reality in which each single person is given 45 days to find a romantic partner. The penalty if they fail to do so? They are turned into an animal of their choosing. This bizarre setup is jarring, yet serves as a wonderful staging for a story that examines the nature of sacrifice and relationships. Colin Farrell is delightfully subtle in his performance here, hilarious with simple facial expressions and sighs. Rachel Weisz, Lea Seydoux, Ben Whishaw, and John C. Reilly round out the talented cast. While the actors themselves are superb, they are elevated to a new level by Lanthimos' direction. So much of the story is told in glances, breaths, and body language; and while the dialogue is smart, it is only part of what makes this work. While the story takes unexpectedly dark turns, there is always a heart to the film and always a ray of hope. Definitely a product of the times we live in, The Lobster is a profound exploration of humanity that serves as a wonderful companion piece to such films as Spike Jonze's Her and Richard Linklater's Boyhood.

8. Captain America: Civil War - directed by Anthony and Joe Russo
It has been a good year for Marvel Studios! While DC (and occasionally Fox) constantly flounders with their comic book properties on screen, Marvel has delivered hit after hit - both critically and at the box office. While Marvel's fall offering, Doctor Strange, was fun and creative, it was not the feat of filmmaking that was Captain America: Civil War. This film had to function as both a sequel to Captain America: Winter Soldier AND Avengers: Age of Ultron. With a cast of at least 16 major characters, screenwriters Christopher Markus and Stephen McFeely give everyone an organic place in the plot, never shoehorning anyone in, and STILL focusing the plot on Chris Evans' Steve Rogers and his relationship with Bucky Barnes (Stan Sebastian). Despite the massive set pieces and huge number of players, there is still a deeply personal story at the heart of Civil War. Gone are the global stakes and larger than life villains. Instead, we have a story of grief and grey morality that never gives it's audience a clear answer as to who exactly is in the right. Much of this is due to the handling of the story by the Russo Brothers. Somehow, they find the right balance of tone and action. For every airport battle there is an intense and intimate face-off between Tony and Steve, reminding us once again that these are people who are just trying to make the right decisions the best they can. 

7. 10 Cloverfield Lane - directed by Dan Trachtenberg 
While it is not a traditional sequel to 2008's Cloverfield, this year's anthology sequel 10 Cloverfield Lane deserves recognition for both the film itself AND it's surprising marketing. A sequel to J.J. Abrams' alien pic had been rumored for years, but J.J. Abrams' Twilight Zone-style series dropped the 2nd entry with little warning. While Mary Elizabeth Winstead offers a fantastic and nuanced performance as a car crash victim who wakes up trapped in a stranger's basement, John Goodman proves once again why he is one of Hollywood's best actors with his performance as her captor. Goodman can be genuinely terrifying at times, as a gender-swapped version of Kathy Bates in Misery, but at times his character is presented in an almost sympathetic light. At it's heart 10 Cloverfield Lane is an escape thriller, but in a similar fashion to Cloverfield, takes an exhilarating sharp left turn in the final act. Much credit is owed to director Dan Trachtenberg for using the bunker setting well to create a sense of confinement and dread. Ultimately, 10 Cloverfield Lane creates an experience, and not a spectacle - which is where the original film faltered. 

6. Hell or High Water - directed by David Mackenzie
I have a love/hate relationship with westerns. While I love the classic films from John Wayne and Clint Eastwood, I feel like modern Hollywood struggles with these morally complex anti-heroes. Hell or High Water is the first "modern western" I have seen that boasts both a gripping story and worthy characters. The story setup is simple, allowing director David Mackenzie to examine and explore each character's motives. Chris Pine and Ben Foster play brothers Toby and Tanner Howard who rob banks to try and save their family farm. Jeff Bridges portrays the Texas Ranger pursuing them who is facing a life crisis of his own as he nears retirement. The story is simple, but the execution is flawless. Pine, Foster, Bridges all deserve recognition for their detailed and layered characters in this film. Mackenzie's direction is brutal and unflinching in his handling of violence, which pairs perfectly in the way he depicts the painful emotional heart of the story. There is no softening to the pain, and the bloodshed is harsh and tangible. In Mackenzie's Texas, life is cruel and every man fends for himself. 

5. Hunt for the Wilderpeople - directed by Taika Waititi
Most movie-goers are not familiar with the name Taiki Waititi yet, even though both of his recent directorial efforts are stellar films. While not as raucous as his vampire satire What We Do in the ShadowsHunt for the Wilderpeople is delightfully silly in many places, and deservingly could be compared to the odd sensibilities of Wes Anderson. Where these two filmmakers differ, however, is in the way that they approach grief. Whereas Anderson approaches emotion in a surreal way, Waititi is not afraid to move his audience. At its heart, Hunt for the Wilderpeople is about two people who have lost everything. Sam Neill and the wonderful Julian Dennison play a widower and his foster son who are being pursued in a national manhunt after a series of unfortunate circumstances. While trying to survive in the wild they are forced to face their new reality, and their relationship as an atypical father/son. Although Waititi's next feature is Marvel's Thor: Ragnarok, I truly hope that he keeps making wonderful and intimate films like this. Few directors have the confident ability to make you laugh and cry so much in the same film. Quirkiness in cinema does NOT necessarily mean devoid of heart, as evidenced here. 

4. Manchester by the Sea - directed by Kenneth Lonergan 
Let me start by saying that Manchester by the Sea is a VERY difficult film to watch. It's tragic in every sense of the word, yet is a powerful exploration (once again) of grief. Casey Affleck plays Lee Chandler, a depressed and lonely handyman whose life is uprooted one day when he gets the call that his brother (portrayed by Kyle Chandler) has passed away, leaving him in charge of his 16 year old nephew. Director Kenneth Lonergan utilizes flashbacks to slowly uncover the complex history of this dysfunctional family, weaving a portrait of the relationships, the pain, and the coping mechanisms that each person has turned to throughout their lives. The film is a slow burn, taking it's time to make sure you know each character well before demanding an emotional response. Few films have such a punch-in-the-gut emotional impact. At times I was reminded of the cathartic development from such classics as Good Will Hunting or Dead Poet's Society. The core to this film lies in the performances, however. A screenplay this intense can only work if the actors are talented enough to convey this wide a range of emotion. Casey Affleck and Michelle Williams are already receiving nominations for their roles, and Academy Award nominations seem inevitable at this point. There is a vulnerability, and a messy emotional core to their acting that brings you into the story as a participant, and not just a bystander. Manchester by the Sea asks you to mourn with this family as they try desperately to move forward with life. 

3. Arrival - directed by Denis Villenueve 
First off, if you are not familiar with director Denis Villeneueve (pronounced den-Ny vill-Newve), stop reading this article and go watch Sicario, Prisoners, and Enemy - like RIGHT now! Ok, ready to go? Arrival is the best sci-fi film I have seen in years. Villeneuve is a genius storyteller, and one of the most talented directors working today. In a refreshing change of pace, Arrival imagines a sci-fi story from a more grounded perspective. (Interstellar tried hard a couple years ago, but ended up being a bit too long and pompous  to be completely successful). Through the use of stunning imagery, deliberate pacing, and an intimate group of characters; Arrival tells a very personal story of a linguist named Louise Banks (Amy Adams) set against the backdrop of a global alien invasion. Although the core of the storyline revolves around the worldwide effort to communicate with these visitors, as the story plays out we are given snapshots and pieces of information that unlocks Louise's personal journey - leading to the best emotional climax in cinema this year. I really don't want to give too much away regarding the plot, as the way that it unfolds creates part of the experience. This is one of the few films I have seen this year that truly is perfectly balanced in every way. Amy Adams and Jeremy Renner work wonderfully together, and mesmerize the viewer. I fully expect this film to be nominated for best Actress, best Director, and best Picture - at the very least! Catch it on the big screen while you can. 

2. Sing Street - directed by John Carney
Irish director John Carney has only 3 directorial credits to his name so far, but each of them has done a stellar job of using music to aid storytelling on screen. Similar in spirit but vastly different from his debut/masterpiece Once, Sing Street tells the story of a young Irish boy named Conor growing up in the 80's who turns to music to escape the pain of his broken home life. For Carney's films, music is a character that challenges and shapes the people of his stories. As an homage to its setting, much of the original music in Sing Street is written in the style of popular 80's music icons - while lyrically containing the angst and frustration that we have seen Conor experience day to day. "Drive It Like You Stole It" is a particularly memorable tune, and has already been nominated for a Critics Choice award. As a musician myself, I love a film that understands the power of music to bring people together, to express oneself, and to escape the harsh realities of life. Carney understands this, portrays it well, and invites you to share this portion of life with Conor. The balance between pain and joy is handled well. While Carney's movies always have a melancholy tone, he knows how to bring out the joy in a moment. Part of this is due to the stellar cast, but Carney is the true auteur here - able to capture a feeling and recreate them on screen. Many of the performances on screen have an unscripted spontaneity to them, reminding the audience that it is the little moments in life that bring you joy and comfort. 

1. La La Land - directed by Damien Chazelle
One of the best movies of 2014 was director Damien Chazelle's Whiplash. Much of the acclaim for that film revolved around its stars Miles Teller and J.K. Simmons, yet it was one of the most deftly handled films of the year thanks to the confident directorial sense of Chazelle. On paper, La La Land seems impossible to pull off. Many directors have tried - and failed - to capture the sense of wonder and awe that the musicals of classic Hollywood had. The ambition has paid off however, rewarding us with not only the movie that we want to see, but the movie that we NEED to see after such a difficult year. La La Land is the story of Mia and Sebastian, two aspiring entertainers whose lives intersect in an unexpected way - ultimately shaping their paths and the people they are to become. Sort of a modern day combination of Once and Singin' in the Rain, the story is realistic yet never cynical; honesty, yet never without joy. There are tears to be shed, yet enough smiles to warm your heart. Oh, and a lot of singing and dancing! Ryan Gosling and Emma Stone are majorly responsible for this, as I have never seen an on-screen couple with better chemistry. Gosling has always been a fine actor, but Stone proves she is a star in La La Land, stealing every scene she appears in. Both appear in impressive dance numbers and although neither of their voices are Broadway quality, both actors are wonderful singers as well. There is a rawness and emotional core to their duets that captures the moment in addition to the song itself. This is where the true magic happens for the viewer. Spontaneous song and dance numbers happen, yet they are more than just a spectacle to tease the eye and ear, they are an outward expression of an inward reality for Mia and Sebastian. While discussing the film with a couple friends, we remarked that Mia and Sebastian aren't supposed to be top notch singers, because in La La Land they are just two ordinary people who fall in love. We are able to relate to them, to root for them, and to feel the joy and sorrow the feel. I could sing praises of Ryan Gosling and Emma Stone all day, yet would be remiss if I failed to acknowledge the music, written by Chazelle's friend Justin Hurwitz. Since viewing the film I wake up with "City of Stars" and "Someone in the Crowd" stuck in my head (and I am not complaining). La La Land is spectacular, a true work of beauty and joy that is uplifting and entertaining all at once. I'll be viewing it again, and highly recommend you do the same!


PHEW! So there you go! I hope you found this post entertaining and inspiring! I would LOVE to hear YOUR top 10 films of 2016, and I will see you at the movies.

Signing out,
Bowman






Monday, September 12, 2016

The Good Muslim (Updated!)

(This is a paraphrase of Luke 10:25-37 as I imagine it in America in 2016)

On one occasion a biblical scholar stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”

“What does the Bible say?” Jesus replied. “How do you read it?”

He answered, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind,’ and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’”

“You have answered correctly,” Jesus replied. “Do this and you will live.”

But he wanted to justify himself, so he asked Jesus, “And who is my neighbor?”

In reply Jesus said: “A man was traveling from Manhattan to Brooklyn, when he was attacked and mugged. They stripped him of his clothes, took his wallet and phone, beat him and went away, leaving him half dead.  
A local pastor happened to be going down the same street, and when he saw the man, he passed by on the other side. 
Also, a seminarian when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side of the road. 
But a Muslim man, as he traveled, came where the man was; and when he saw him, he took pity on him. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, pulling him out of harm's way. Then he put the man in his own car, brought him to a hotel and took care of him, cleaning up the blood and buying him a new set of clothes. The next day he took out $100 and gave it to the hotel manager. ‘Look after him,’ he said, ‘and when I get back I will reimburse you for any extra expenses you may have.’

“Which of these three do you think was a neighbor to the man who fell into the hands of criminals?”

The biblical scholar replied, “The one who had mercy on him.”

Jesus told him, “Go and do likewise.”
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Food for thought, you guys. 

Do we only love those who look like us? 
            Who believe like us? 
                        Who share our faith, our sexuality, our skin color? 

The scandal of this story is that Jesus could easily have told a story about a rabbi or a priest whose actions matched up with their beliefs.... yet in so many of these stories, the religious are the bad guys...

We already know this, but it really doesn't matter what you say, or what you project your life to look like, if you don't have LOVE for others. On one occasion, Jesus called the Pharisees whitewashed tombs, "which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean" (Matthew 23:27). 

1 Corinthians 13 has been a beautiful platitude for weddings for years, yet we often look right over the glaring indictment against our kind of Christianity. "IF I DO NOT HAVE LOVE, I AM NOTHING."

How can we show a person the God of grace when we fail to show them the grace of God?

I am baffled by the calloused and cold response I see on a daily basis by so many who claim Jesus. Suicide, war, homelessness, grief, death, destruction - it is all around us... yet for some reason it does not MOVE us. 

Jesus looked over Jerusalem and wept, because he was so overcome by the brokenness (Luke 19:41). 
I am also struck by Jesus' response in Matthew 9:36. "When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd."

Back to the story:
The shocking twist ending of this is that neither of the religious leaders or moral leaders in the story were lauded by Jesus. Instead, the "neighbor" to be loved "as oneself" was someone who was reviled and unclean according to Jewish custom - a Samaritan. And yes, a Samaritan in the ancient middle-east was viewed the same way that Muslim refugees are viewed in America today. 

So I come back to my earlier question:

Do we only love those who look like us? 
            Who believe like us? 
                        Who share our faith, our sexuality, our skin color? 

The Muslim refugee is my neighbor.
The transsexual person is my neighbor. 
The Black Lives Matter activist is my neighbor. 

And I am to love them all as myself. 

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Journey to Anthem: Raindrops


Last Wednesday night I attended the final meeting of my Christ City Church community group. We call them "parishes," which often confuses people, but whatever you call it, it is a Godsend.

As I pulled into the south Memphis bowling alley parking lot, the rain fell steadily - blanketing everything with a soft gray haze. To my melodramatic soul, it felt a fitting forecast.

In the back of my mind I thought that this would be the last time I dealt with rain for a while. (although any monsoon-enduring Phoenix dweller will tell you this isn't true)

I think I sighed heavily as I hustled inside... away from the rain, and away from the gray blanket of security. Now I had to face my friends - no - my family. We prided ourselves on our vulnerability and love for one another, but now I was finding that vulnerability to be uncomfortable.

How in the world could I tell these people how much they mean to me?

I resigned myself to the fact that I would never be able to, and instead focused on being present with them for the rest of the evening.

Since I can't bowl (wrist issues) I was the unofficial photographer of the evening. My goal was to capture the spirit and joy of community we had by just being together. This was the beauty of my time in a Christ City parish - no matter where we were or what we were doing, we were bound together by the blood of Jesus and our love for one another.

I loved to notice the sideways glances from other bowlers in our general direction. They weren't annoyed at us, but curious... we were just so happy.

As I interacted with each of my brothers and sisters in Christ, I realized that this really wasn't the end. My life was changed dramatically by the testimony and actions of these Christians, and there was NO way that our relationship would just cease to exist.

Sure it will be hard. Skype and FaceTime are not the same as a coffee conversation with a friend, but the whole point of my time with this beautiful and grace-filled church was this:

I am meant to take this West.

My time at Christ City Church healed me from bitterness, it set me free from my own doubt and standards, but it more than anything gave me a seed to plant in my own ministry.

This seed of love, of mercy, of grace, of justice is going to be crucial as I relocate in Arizona. How else can I see the lives of those around me impacted? I myself must love, must show mercy, must be gracious, fighting for justice.

So in the midst of the raindrops I find the beauty - I see this precious gift in front of me, and I know what I am to do now.

Thank you parish family for everything you've meant to me! Thanks for accepting me, showing me love, and rejuvenating my spirit as I head west into a new season of ministry!

This is not the end.

"No one has ever seen God, but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is perfected in us." - 1 John 4:12